she is

over.

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 12:56:15 -0400

over.

Also learnt that I’m diffident this afternoon. How sucky.

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 10:06:15 -0500

Also learnt that I’m diffident this afternoon.

How sucky.

Feeling guilty that I’m not out there enjoying the weather. Fact is I kinda wanna chill chez...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 10:05:40 -0500

Feeling guilty that I’m not out there enjoying the weather. Fact is I kinda wanna chill chez moi, and that’s all that matters really - what I wanna do.

Blaaa

Paris.

Jiggggyyyy pastaaaaa

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 14:51:32 -0500

Jiggggyyyy pastaaaaa

Whut shall I eat todaaaay? Pasta? Pasta! Pasta it isssssss.

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 14:44:00 -0500

Whut shall I eat todaaaay? Pasta? Pasta! Pasta it isssssss.

i’ve spoken to my Dad every day for the last week - heck these last two weeks, haven’t...

Thu, 10 Jan 2013 17:09:50 -0500

i’ve spoken to my Dad every day for the last week - heck these last two weeks, haven’t had this happen since I was 18. It takes getting used to once, twice a week to everyday. Blessed I guess. Thankful. Tangible distance ay….

Pain versus suffering. Oh so poignant.

Mon, 24 Dec 2012 14:40:22 -0500

Pain versus suffering. Oh so poignant.

I can apprehend the notion that life begins at the end of the comfort zone, And as much as I desire...

Sun, 23 Dec 2012 21:03:11 -0500

I can apprehend the notion that life begins at the end of the comfort zone,

And as much as I desire to step outside of all that I’ve ever been prone to holding on to as common, the usual…

Despite the numerous moments I can count, point to even, as examples of my ambition to live on life’s edge, to abandon the mundane, that with which I am accustomed and kick static repose to the farthest twinklings of my disposition….

I just can’t seem to grapple with, to grasp hold consistently of that ability. Inertness consumes me, giving flight only to intermittent spurts of action.

Practice, perhaps? Embracing, instead of pushing away all the trappings that accompany life outside the familiar bubble. Who knows.

Eventually they said, finally she decided, besides herself with disdain, directed at me, lip curled...

Sat, 15 Dec 2012 10:33:12 -0500

Eventually they said,

finally she decided,

besides herself with disdain,

directed at me, lip curled at him,

but she blamed him not,

non the wiser,

and so unrequited were her mute affections,

her mind and heart writhing,

while girls dote, she sat stuck on her imperfections,

but enough! Rationale declared,

he owes you not a thing,

and you’re wreaking havoc on your psyche, what is it even to like,

you grin,

move on,

you will…

Eventually.

zeal

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 07:07:06 -0500

midnightpolymath:

To create a literary or visually-translated opus is my life’s ambition.

2 March 2011

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 07:06:55 -0500

midnightpolymath:

Letters from my window, summers around the corner, the leafy trees radiate upon the return of bright sunny days, rays infiltrate my boudoir as I gaze out the window, no intention of penning a purely descriptive stanza, but the incessant chirping of this bird has me giddy…..

Check post, keys jangle, get to the hilt of the strip, 38’s waiting….

Red Lion Square, it’s my stop.

20th Oct 2011

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 07:06:22 -0500

midnightpolymath:

How many reality calls can one have?

Well despite the one I received this morning which was particularly alerting, I’m sure there’ll be many more.

15th Nov

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 07:05:35 -0500

midnightpolymath:

Feeling nothing,
feeling everything.
I can’t win.

It’s like that once existing cavity,
so empty and distracting in its indescriptiveness,
that cavity within, it fills up;
but what it fills up with is ever so elusive, teasing yet defiantly present. Catching my breath, catching myself…. Because in matters of this sort, you can’t fall by yourself.

Soundtracks du jour amplifying emotions;
running from it
just fitful exercise.

∞

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 07:05:02 -0500

midnightpolymath:

I’ve been meaning to start this blog for a little while. Won’t really define it, but I’m hoping it will be a developmental ground for my interests and talents.

L

5th Dec.

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 07:04:23 -0500

midnightpolymath:

My hearts on the line
My minds in disarray
Clarity, ever lingering
Evading and escaping,
Doubt beplagues me
Restless and exhausted
Yet pressing forth
I daily concede to accepting those pillars which I can’t remodel
Yearning, determined to summon the courage to boulder through those which I can.
It’s all I can do.

The Works.

Sun, 20 May 2012 18:09:00 -0400

Coming Soon.

summer 2013.